Confessions from Public Safety Personnel

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I’m probably just going to post the anon confessions as text/ask posts.

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I feel horrible because I haven’t been able to sit down & get them all knocked out. I used to pick a picture I thought really fit with the confessions, put the confession on it. Made things look nice I guess. But now I think it might be best to just get all the confessions posted. The ones who aren’t anon I guess I will have to save & put on a graphic. Your thoughts are welcome on this.

I could post them as text, maybe go back later when I have time & make them as images. I would like to do that. I like them being on images. So if posting them as text is what it comes to, that’s what I’ll do unless someone who has a graphics editing program of some sort fills out the contributor app above via email or ask (I don’t get email notifications for fan mail). I know I’m picky about things sometimes I don’t intend to come off as bitchy or whatever, I don’t know if I have some sort of OCD or something or what. But, either way if its text or images, I would prefer someone from public safety, I just feel its fitting. This account is set up as a primary account, so instead of adding you as a member I’d have to give you the login info, which I’m kinda nervous about. Please know that I feel horrible for not getting to this more often. But also know that I didn’t expect it to blow up the way it did & that I didn’t intend to get this behind with everything. If I could even get caught up with the 50ish confessions that have been sitting in the inbox forever, I’d probably be ok. Please know that I’m not abandoning you all. If you still need to vent, please send things in. They might not get made right away, but if it helps you get things off your chest, please by all means, send something in. 

— 1 week ago with 8 notes
I’m probably just going to post the anon confessions as text/ask posts.

I feel horrible because I haven’t been able to sit down & get them all knocked out. I used to pick a picture I thought really fit with the confessions, put the confession on it. Made things look nice I guess. But now I think it might be best to just get all the confessions posted. The ones who aren’t anon I guess I will have to save & put on a graphic. Your thoughts are welcome on this.

— 1 week ago with 8 notes
#police  #fire  #firefighter  #EMS  #confessions 
Anonymous asked: Don't worry about not getting stuff done! If ems/fire/law teaches us anything, it's that life happens!


Answer:

Apparently not everyone feels that way. I feel shitty for not being able to keep up with this, but nobody has offered to help me out either.

— 1 week ago with 1 note
Anonymous asked: I used to come to this page religiously, daily. It kept my self-esteem up knowing I wasn't the only one out there who felt the way I do about EMS, calls, etc. Now that you've severely lagged on posting everyone's Confessions, I'm leaving your page. It's as if it stopped existing a few months ago. I get that you have a life too, but that's when you need to be smart and NOT selfish and bring in a few more Admins who can spare the time that you can't. This page means a lot of a lot of people.


Answer:

Look buddy, I’m sorry. You obviously have no idea how shitty I feel for not being able to keep up with this. You say I’m being selfish, well I’m sorry I’ve had some shitty things going on in my own life & I’m struggling to keep my head above water. And, for your info, there’s been a link to apply to be an admin in the page info since I’ve had it, if you feel that strongly, you can fill it out. Yeah, when I made it I was being picky now I’d accept almost anyone. I also didn’t expect this site to blow up like it did. You can fault me, I deserve it. But you obviously don’t understand just how shitty I feel for letting these people down. If you can’t understand sometimes shit happens, then you probably should leave my paGe. I’m sorry, I’ve tried, & I feel like a pile of shit for letting all these people down, so thank you for reiterating that I’ve failed. Much appreciated. But, I really am sorry to everyone but oh well that doesn’t seem to have any standing when it comes to disappointing everyone. Sorry, failing seems to be all I’ve done as of late.

— 1 week ago with 1 note
Anonymous asked: Blood is red, Cyanosis is blue. I get tachycardia when I think of you. Happy Valentine's Day!


Answer:

That’s cute! Thank you! :)

— 1 month ago with 12 notes
Anonymous asked: Do you still do confessions?


Answer:

I’m trying. I’ve got 50 in the inbox I’m trying to get out. I’ve gotten behind in school & I’m dealing with other life things. I’ve let you all down, I really have & I’m so sorry about that. You all deserve better than that. I hope I can get a handle on it & make it up to you all.

— 1 month ago with 2 notes